A statement from Mel (DJ Feisty) Fitzpatrick
On Saturday the 4th of September, Mandy Rollins went missing and became uncontactable by phone some time after 7.30pm.
On Sunday, the 5th of September, items of Mandy鈥檚 personal property (her cap, wallet, phone and watch) were recovered by police at The Gap at Watson鈥檚 Bay.
At this stage police have been unable to recover Mandy鈥檚 body and as yet we are not in a position to confirm her passing.
Unfortunately, events leading up to last Saturday in Mandy鈥檚 life lead us to hold grave fears for her safety.
Mandy intermittently battled with depression but was generally happy with her life and was very much looking forward to the future, especially Extra Dirty in October.
We are all deeply shocked and devastated that she unravelled so quickly.
More than anything we would love to think that she will walk back into our lives but we have been advised to presume the worst.
At this stage there are no plans for a formal memorial service or funeral but I have decided to proceed with Extra Dirty as a tribute to our beautiful girl as she was so loved by so many in our community and I know that this is what she would want.
Mandy was very proud of her achievements and felt very much loved by our community.
She was one of the finest DJs we have ever had the pleasure to listen and to dance to and was certainly my favourite DJ.
I know she brought incredible joy to many. Personally I feel like I have lost the other half of my soul.
I will of course provide more details when I have them from the police and request that you respect Mandy and her family and close friends at this very difficult time.
Thank you for the many messages of love and support.
-Mel Fitzpatrick (AKA Feisty)
Picture- Mandy Rollins
Everyone in the Northern Rivers was shocked and saddened by this news.
Mandy touched so many of us with her music and her style.
Whether we knew her personally or not, we felt connected to her and we embraced her as a part of our tribe here in the Northern Rivers.
You kept us dancing through some of the best times of our lives Mandy; you have been and will continue to be an inspiration and comfort for so many of us.
At times like this it鈥檚 important that we look after each other. Reach out to your mates and make sure they are OK. If someone鈥檚 is not OK we need to help them out or get help for them.
Our thoughts and our love go out to Mel, Mandy鈥檚 close friends and family at this time. We love you Feisty and we are here for you should you need us.
There will always be a special place for Mandy on the dance floor at our parties up North.
so so sad…
So deeply saddened by this news however i’m not going to start writing RIP anywhere because quite frankly i believe Mandy is out there and i will wait with positive thoughts until she returns – Mandy so many people love you so so so much!! i hope you are happy now but return when your are ready xoxox
Consider this,
what if she is alive?
what if she just needed to get away, to find herself again?
what if she needs our prayers to help her get though this dark night of the soul.
Very much in shock and can not yet accept. though only net briefly, I willl never forget. Your music and talend,, your connection, so so deep and thank you for sharing that. You were so loved I only hope you did feel that. so so so sad Mandy. Wherever you are, you will never be forgotten.
A very upsetting time. Be strong Mel. Our thoughts and best wishes are with you and the family. Please take care. x
My God – i didn’t really know mandy rollins,but remember her so acutely and fondly from those wild,long,sexy nights at the phoenix,yeaaars ago – when Mandy would whip all of us guys and the few girls around into a triballed frenzy…will never forget those nights mandy,your music,your mixing,your energy,your face peeping out over the dj booth and from under your cap… seriously,not just for this “tribute-page”,the nights at the phoenix were not only some of the wildest of my life,but the sets that you played are forever ingrained in my memory like no other has…if you have passed on,beautiful girl,may you find peace in whatever was your “passing” – love hara.
I have only personally met Mandy a few times but each time she had been friendly, gracious and appeared somewhat shy. I’m shocked and saddened by this news, it is clear that Mandy is a well loved and adored friend to many and an inspiration in the community. I wish she could see this now….
There is hope still. Warmest wishes, love and support to all those whose lives have been made richer because of her.
We all need to be more understanding and careing-i hope shes with the angels.
This is such sad news. Not only was Mandy a great operator but a very efficient and trustworthy promoter. She will be missed by all here at the Star.
I lost a brother to depression so while I don’t know Mandy or her family personally, I know what an awful disease it is. All my best to her family and friends and I hope they get the support they need at this terrible time.
I am still in a state of shock and hoping this is not to be , but maybe having to face these facts.
Mandy was a driving force in the tribe that i grew up with in the venues and parties of sydney and beyond.
we will deeply miss you Mandy,,,,
melissa my heart and soul are with you, whereever mandy is have faith she is in a happier space, and keep on being you with all that brings, lots of love xox
I never met Mandy but her playing over the years gave me and my friends much pleasure. I hope there is some closure soon for her family and friends
Mel, and everyone in Sydney..
I am extremely saddened to have heard about this.
I was not personally close to Mandy, but as with many of us she was a big part of my life in Sydney. She was an inspiration. Always kind, considerate, and in her moments in the Dj booth she never failed to smile and say hello. This small gesture always touched my heart and made me very fond of her. I thank you Mandy for that smile and our small chats.. it gave me hope in times of darkness which I had at many of times.
I hope that you come back. I pray for you. You are not alone in moments of pain and you are loved, adored, admired. You are inspirational and you made such a difference to more people than you may ever have known. Wherever you may be keep this deep to your heart now.
May i also pass my love and support to all Mandys friends and family.
Rima Rached
Dubai,UAE
We pray that humanity can overcome – fuck it….
I’m so shocked at hearing this sad news. Mandy was always so kind to me and always looking out for me. When I lost a lover, Mandy was the first person to walk up to me and put her arms around me and express her compassion for my loss.
I will never forget you and your wonderful music. My thoughts and prayers are with you Mel, and Mandy’s family and friends. Luv Tracey….
Too sad for words …
So sorry, RIP Mandy.
Mandy may your transition be peaceful, you were a valuable member of this world. Mel I am so deeply sorry for your loss.
Hey Mel, We are thinking of you both and hope some news comes through as soon as possible xxx
Candle is in the window hoping it guides you home
Words can’t express. For those who are in need of help.
SANE Helpline Online 1800 18 SANE (7263).
Please Mandy, if you’re out there, suffering or alone, PLEASE come back. You are loved so much by so many, there must be a way to resolve whatever is hurting you so badly. Until I hear otherwise, I will not let you go.
Mel – all my love and strength to you during this excruciating time of uncertainty.
Suze xx
All our love to you Mel at this difficult time – Kirk & Mal
Please keep us informed of whats happening and try to keep thinking positive thoughts – my heart goes out to her family and her very much loved friends, Brett
Mandy is a person that kept everything important and everyone close to her, very close. I was one of the lucky few to see an insight into Mandy that not many got to see. This girl is humble, maybe too humble for what she achieved, and in her ability was able to create such memories in the masses of such an eclectic group of people. People knew Mandy for her music, and it was everything to her. I think that was her way of saying to people, I love you, and thank you for getting to know a piece of me. For me it was when she would play Kylie Minogue, when really her set didn’t call for it. I feel like one of the lucky ones to have been close to Mandy during those times. I have been overseas for the last 5 years, but I have
never forgotten Mandy and the music that she inspired created
memories for my lifetime. As I said, when Mandy holds you dear, you are dear… And in saying that, I wish we could have been dearer as friends for the rest of our lives. Love and missing. Angela Counsel!
Sad sad loss.
There will be a special tribute night for Mandy Rollins to be held at The Hellfire Club Friday 17th September at The Gaff, featuring many of the DJs and friends she has worked with over so many years; Feisty, Sveta, Mark Murphy, Karl Anderson, DJ Jay.
Mandy was resident with us for a decade, and a friend for even longer, playing Hellfire, Milkbar and many other events for us – hundreds of memorable sets charting a long and creative career. She travelled widely with us when Hellfire toured, from Melbourne to New Zealand, and brought joy wherever she played. Our hearts go out to Mel and all who knew and loved her. Part proceeds of the night will go towards suicide prevention projects, particularly those aimed at the GLBTQI community. Further details will be announced as they are confirmed.
Vale La Rollins – from all of your Hellfire family
my heart is broken, I feel so so empty..My friend my spinning sister my mentor!!!!
I just cant wait to wake up out of this nightmare!!!
I BEG everyone to reach out to someone ANYONE!!!
you dont have to go through this alone…
You to us seemed so strong, so there,so complete!
you had been there for me so many times, I just wish I could have been there for you! The amazing Lady in Leather…